early bird without the worm

so, matt may be leaving a little earlier than planned. about a week earlier. we have been trying to figure out everything we need to do before he goes, who we need to go see, etc. which means lots of driving. have i ever mentioned i hate being in the car? these last few weeks have been so stressful and so emotional, and it is really hard to deal with when we are together. we want to make the best of the time we have left, but it is hard to push the stress and worries to the backburner. to push it to the back of my mind so i can deal with it when he goes is one of the hardest things i've had to do. i don't want him to remember his last weeks at home as completely miserable. so that is what i have to keep telling myself. i can deal with my feelings on my own time. for now, let there be taco bell, and lots of it. because that's what he wants. and i am ok with that. who doesn't love a bean burrito with a side of nacho cheese?