goodwilling

i have an issue with throwing things away. and recently, i have been sitting around watching cable tv on the internet, because we don't have real cable. caught an episode of hoarders on the a & e website. was then extremely afraid. i should clarify that i am in no way even remotely close to the level of "keeping things" that the subjects of that tv show are. i have a clothing problem. i have a very small closet and a very large clothing problem. when matty found out he was being deployed, we had to move his stuff to my apartment. the garage is packed, and i had no space available in my room. but we made space. because apparently boys have clothes. so, it was looking eerily similar to a hoarder room. i just couldn't do it anymore. i took a stand against the clothes. went through my closet and the dresser and got rid of so many clothes i filled the biggest blackest industrial-sized trash bag that exists. and now i can't get it out of my room because it is too heavy. maybe it is a sign. but i'm feeling a little better. baby steps.